Because you're worth it

- A - says:
so whats happening with the boy scene?
- N - says:
it sucks
- A - says:
no one nice's around?
- N - says:
I suddenly realised that i've waited so long so the boy im waiting for might as well be worth it
- A - says:
dont worry someone pretty great will come along and even if he isnt pretty great.. you need to kiss all the fish blah blah... in the meantimes.. fuck that shit just chill with your girlfriends and enjoy your single life cause when your 30 and married on the brink of having kids and under stress youll wonder why you were looking for a guy at 17 anyway
- N - says:
hahahhahahhaa I knoww!! but 17 is when you're young and feel beautiful and you're real somehow and I dont want to waste it
- A - says:
you're not wasting it! just because you dont subject yourself to ONE guy doesnt mean your not making great use of your youth! look around you, everyone in a relationship wants to be single.. everyone just want to have fun and feel nice.. some people definition of this "fun" is being sluts.. but for the smart ones like us .. happiness is just when you laugh at something random and realise that at THAT very moment your happy and know that a lot of girls would kill to be in your place . so smile baby. you have a great life
- N - says:
I saw it that way but sometimes I want to be somebody elses', someone who exclusively cares for me..lets face it..my girlfriends have other girlfriends..so its different. plus, to be honest, im suffering from make out withdrawal and a smart 'guy' perspective
- A - says:
haha dont worry, some one great will come along he'll find you. i promise
- N - says:
So I'll wait? start working on world peace and global warming and why boys are cheats and liars in the meantime, do the whole princess in the tower jazz, grow my hair
- A - says:
no you dont HAVE to wait! you have to have fun and forget about wasting your time waiting for a BOY! even if he is perfect he doesnt deserve you! so just chill. hell come he might go . but its all about the experience and learning and living... until obviously that dreaded day come when your married and your life is just history
- N - says:
wow..marriage sounds like hell..so, i'll live
- A - says:
good
- A - says:
and when the time does come for you to be married. il tell you how awesome it can be til then just feel great about everything. its your life chill
- N - says:
How diplomatic
- A - says:
it more than fair right now baby, its brilliant. you just need to look at it in a different angle
- N - says:
changing ground and perspective..yeah.. I kinda stopped living for a bit, turned into Tourist, laughed at the others in their cages, didnt bother escaping mine
- N - says:
I realise now that that's stupid
- A - says:
very
- A - says:
but maybe its not.
- A - says:
live life the way you want.. if being "out of it" makes you happy then be it.. if your hapy waiting then wait! but if your smart then live for yourself , NOT some silly little heartbreaker
- N - says:
I'm with you
- N - says:
I think I expect too much though, of the world and of myself
- N - says:
and im scared I wont live up to it so I decide not to do anything at all, why take the risk if all i'll face is disappointment?
- A - says:
cause then youll know how to fix it. youll learn . youll grow . take a risk.. the only thing youll regret is not doing what you wanted to
- A - says:
you're already on the right track
- N - says:
its filled with diversions
- A - says:
the track doesnt have to be straight. the diversions are just a part of it
- N - says:
it doesnt end and its crowded. sometimes it would be so much easier to just sit down and watch
- A - says:
so sit down and watch . take your break get back up when your ready. its your dream. your path. your life! it goes whichever way you want it to . shapes into whatever the hell you want. u just need to master the trick of getting it
- N - says:
the trick? the trick.
- A - says:
the trick is different for everyone. the same trick doesnt apply to everyones lives. its just the way YOU do things, with your own touch in it. get what you want bottomline. think it , have it
- N - says:
the secret.
- A - says:
there is no secret baby. it all in you . theres no specific secret! you just need to figure out yourself and the only person who can help you with that it YOU! cause you know yourself the best. even though sometimes your confused and you feel like your watching yourself from the sidelines. its still you that has all control. when your on the sidelines your telling your body what to do. youv reached a point from where its possilbe for you to see things in a different angle. use it wisely cause its a good thing
- N - says:
it could be a curse. but then again, oil changes colour in the sun
- A - says:
you can be whatever you want to be. dont let yourself be judged by society. make your own lines set your own limits , draw your own nirvana , conquer your own fears and master happiness. do all that and youl never think twice about how your life is.
- N - says:
that would make me god
- A - says:
pretty much , your own god. but it isnt hard. trust me.

I Do =)