escapist

Slip out the back before they know you were there
And at the worst you'll see nobody cares
Cos you don't wanna be around when it all goes down
Even heroes know when to be scared
Slip out the back before they know you were there
And at the worst you'll see nobody cares
Cos you don't wanna be around when it all goes down
Even heroes know when to be scared

I'm no hero, you remember how I was, you know
All I ever did was worry, feeling out of control
To the point where everything was going end over end
I'm spinning around in circles again
This is where you come in
All of this to explain to you why
I had to separate myself away from yesterday's life
Please remember this isn't how I hoped it would be
But I had to protect you from me
Thats why I slipped out the back before you knew I was there
I know you felt unprepared
But every single time I was around I just bring you down
And I could tell that it was time to be scared
Thats why I slipped out the back before you knew I was there
And I know the way I left wasn't fair
I didn't want to be around just to bring you down
I'm not a hero but don't think I didn't care



That’s what I do.
I escape.
Doesn’t everyone have a world in which they find their solace?
Where they heal and fight dragons and rescue fair maidens and experience those earth shattering kisses?
Yea well.. me too.
Atleast im normal.
There.

But the worst part is…
I don’t just ‘break away’
I break.
I play with fantasy and reality till they’re so tightly entwined that I lose the ends which calmly plait themselves into one huge great knot keeping my hands tied and my thoughts untied.

She looked at him.
She looked at herself.
Into herself.
He was there.
Perfect.
As usual….
Perfect in her head!

Fuckhim!